unloved-

2007-07-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

:D
I Love Aden!
He is my darling. Love him tons & tons.

2007-07-03T17:27:00.001+08:00

finish watching the Magicians of Love alrd. :DDDDDDDDDDD so sweet nurhs. ahahas.

tons of homeworks waiting for me. sighs. Physics,Emaths,Amaths,Chinese,Biology. so many luhs. the teacher wants us to slog till death? =='''' didnt bring chinese textbook today. so have to copy a chapter & hand it in tml. that chapter is darn long luhs. wtf. its almost 4 pages plus. copy till i turn insane arhs. :X

perhaps i wont attend school tml. shoulder ache,muscle ache,headache. :/ im getting older. im fourteen but i say until like im forty plus. =='''' tml going to ask An what they did for their P.E. then i'll decide if im going to school on thurs anot. (cause im having P.E on thurs. :X)

Ms Leow is really mad at our class now. all their (the guys) fault luhs. always dont hand in homework then give uber lame excuse. then shes hopping mad. told our class that she is disappointed in us. sighs. shes a good teacher. always very patient with us. didnt even scold our class when three-quarter of our class flunked our mid year paper. i promise im going to work uber uber hard for Amaths for the end year paper. im going to do it!. rahhs. ;DDDDDDD

the sec fours had their Adam Khoo workshop today in the library. just nice we were supposed to go to the MRL for our Biology lesson. so went in and the people there stared @ us as if we are invading their territory. ==''''' then fine,we went inside the MRL. & that speaker is shouting & screaming into the microphone luhs. @.@ its so wtf. they had tea break after we went in for awhile. and their entertainment songs were so blasting. so Mrs Chua cannot tahan & request them to turn the volume down. finally there is peace. but,around 20 mins after the tea break,the boombastic voice came back again. ==''''' that speaker is insane. & Mrs Chua told us that next year this time,it will be our turn. oh god~. #.#

2007-07-02T18:34:00.000+08:00

just came back from Bukit-Panjang-Plaza. ((: completed almost all of my homeworks. except for English and Bio. cause didnt bring the worksheets there. :X well,An & I bought a mini version of Dr.Love voodoo doll. (X its uber cute luhs. :DDD we had LongJohnSilver for lunch and went for a mirror hunt. i broke my mirror during the P.E lesson last week. so wanted to buy one to replace the old one. but cant find any which i like luhs. ):

then we went to mini toons & bought that voodoo. ahahas. after which we went to Mac and started our homeworking session. sat there for about an hour and finally i completed all the homeworks i brought. there is this weird guy inside Mac luhs. he is with a girl (perhaps they are a couple). & the girl is trying to finish her burger. however,this weird guy kept on producing uber disgusting sounds. :/ its so disgusting yet funny. & that girl is obviously going to puke infront of him yet he still goes on which the sound. ==''''

enough of homeworking and laughter,we went to Popular to look for mouse pad & assessments. An & I were crapping about the TYS & were deciding which assessment to buy. in the end,we bought nothing except for my mouse pad. :XXXXXXXXX ahaahs. so we went to buy KFC for my family and the XXL chicken chop. ((: & i ended up carrying those stuffs home,alone =='''' basically,its a fine day today. completed homeworks and got things which i wanted. :DDDDDDDDDD

2007-07-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

hurshurs. managed to pull myself out of bed @ 740 in the morning. then,went to POSB with Aden,mum & sis. walked around and bought 2 tops plus a shoulder bag. mine is a black color one and sis's is a silver one. (:

umms,going to meet An in awhile's time,homeworking. gonna finish everything by today. if not im deadmeat luhs. :/ tons & tons of homeworks waiting for me. 2 stacks of Emaths worksheets,Emaths textbook(similar & congruent triangles),Amaths graph,Chinese gong han,Physics workbook. i guess thats all for this weekend. =='''' its like,only 3 days break and we are given so many homeworks luhs. what are the teachers thinking?

ouh &&,the people going for OBS trip had alrd set off in the morning ard 730. uber early rights? ahahas. :D so there will be six missing people in our class for the next 4 days. six of them are attending that OBD thingy. actually,i dont know whats OBS. lol. i guess its sort of training camp. roflmao.

gotta go now. shall update again later when im back. ((: ta-tas.

2007-07-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

(edited)

just submitted a skin to Blogskins.com. a black and white skin. i dont think the skin will invite good response. cause i did it out of boredom luhs. :/ sighs. i'll update again later on. off to have my breakfast-cum-lunch now.

well,five more episodes and i'll finish the magicians of love. (: ahahas. the ending is so-call predicted alrd luhs. but im still going to watch it. :D

i guess i have stressed out my right hand during the first week of school. my hand is uber pain now. like i'hv said yesterday,my middle finger is swollen. ): sighs.

the response to my latest skin is poor. uber poor. i guess i'll delete that skin away if it doesnt hit @ least 30 downloads. my skins sucks luhs. not like other blogskinners' skins. theirs is uber nice. within one hour can hit up to 50 downloads. but mine? oh,forget it.

wanted to complete part of my homeworks today. but i guess i cant. cause of my swollen finger. ): sadded luhs. umms,i guess thats all for today. perhaps i'll update again later when i got the correct mood. byes

2007-06-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

my middle finger on my right hand hurts. )': its swollen. basically,my whole right hand is hurting luhs. perhaps its due to yesterday's prac. sighs. now,even when im typing this out,my hand is so pain.

well whatever. was uber tired. cause didnt had a good night's sleep ever since the holidays started. :X i shall not touch the homeworks today. im taking leave for my personal time.

wanted to change the skin. but cant find any skins which i really like luhs. so have to bear with this skin for about 1 or 2 more days. anyway,bought two packets of Jack & Jill potato chips. can on the packet,it stated that the will be only one handphone cleaner strap. gave one packet to sis and the other packet for myself. and i found 2 of the handphone thingy inside my packet. :D ahahas. one green and one purple. the green one has the picture of a frog while the purple one has a picture of a monster.

off to watch ai qing mo fa shi now. tatas.

2007-06-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

well,just came back not long ago. uber tired. had been shouting and running up & down this afternoon. just to ensure we shift everything up to the AVA room. ==''''

today is NCC day. the NCC speech took up 30 mins of our lesson's time. so had only one period of English,then it was Chinese. Ms Cheong wants us to finish one gong han. its uber sians luhs. still need to recall the format. arghs. im lazy & tired.

well,after which was Emaths. it was quite fun luhs. dealing with numbers. (cause im starting to love numbers :DDDD) ahahas. then following by recess then Biology. walked around aimlessly with An during recess. then Bio. it was quite fun luhs. cause Mrs Chua actually plugged the cable into the other hole. then Mr Mazri came in to help,followed by Anna (librarian). then it was the cable's fault. when everything is set up,we are left with 4 mins of the class. everyone was like laughing away when the time is getting closer and closer to the dismissal time. but Mrs Chua didnt let us off on the dot. she delayed us for awhile. & i thought that we were alrd late. but who knows?! Mrs Goh (POA) is even later than us luhs. so the Literature people came back and we waited for like almost 20mins? around there luhs. and thats when Jordan told me that he was in E3 for his MT class.

Happy Birthday to Zul!

Heres a birthday song for you. :D
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Zul
Happy birthday to you.

2007-06-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

thinking of changing the URL. uber sick and tired of this URL lerhs. hmms,anyway,had A.maths test today and i can only say shit. what i have written was craps. i didnt know how to do the last questions so i crapped it. randomly filling in numbers and tada,rubbish came out. )):

after which was SS. uber bored. but i was still paying attention to what Ms Rafiya had said luhs. then it was geog. powerpoint slides and we 'touched' on Malnutrition,Starvation and Obesity. then it was recess. asked Jia Hui to buy nuggets for me before she went for her history. Thanks loads,Jia Hui ((:

aftermath was E.maths. did the Similar and Congruent Triangles in class. & a stack of worksheets was given to us as the weekends' homeworks. ==''' physics turn out to be a sleeping lesson cause almost everyone is sleeping. Mr Phua is giving his uber long speech and everyone is lying on the tables,half awake. and he did a failed experiment using a Pepsi Light and a normal Pepsi. when he failed his experiment,he claims that Mr Mazri taught him to do it this way. ==''' and hohoho,there is a trainee physics teacher in our class. lets pray that he will not be like Mr Phua,always giving us heavy sleeping dosage. (his long long speech.) :D

learnt about the formats for formal & informal letters,reports,proposal and speech during English. Ms Kuek tried to perk us up by telling quite a number of lame yet funny stuffs. got to thank her for entertaining us. if not,im sure everyone is gonna doze off @ the end of the day. ((:

Homeworks :
‧ E.maths stack of worksheets
‧ A.maths graph
‧ test for SS
‧ English worksheet
‧ Bio TYS

2007-06-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

umms. there is this passer-by who seems so free to spam @ peoples' blogs. HweeSiang's blog also tio spam. wonder if its the same person. =='''' the paragraph below may be a lil offensive. read it unless you are known as passer-by :/

anyway,to the passer-by : i dont need any of your childish comments. how do you know if i copied any of my schoolmate's blogs? its uber funny yea? dont judge me if you dont know me. cause i dont even care who the hell are you. &&,so what if you have many computers? does that matters to me? no brain? i recommend you to visit the wet market and purchase a pig's brain for personal use. :D however,if you have a brain (unfortunately),i guess you are lack of something. and thats common sense. so you are born without a name. or are you call passer-by? oh my. i pity you. i really do. you are just a bastrad who is born without a proper name. tsk tsk tsk. so what if i ban you? i have the rights to decide which tags shall i keep. spam & childish tags will be deleted and spammers will be ban. ((: get this clear. im the owner of this blog. i have the final say. if you want to spam out there in all the millions of blogs,i dont care. if you are visiting my blog,please respect me and i'll respect you. i have to clear the misunderstanding here. i called you a bastrad just now. im sorry. cause it should be bitch. you siad that my IQ was high cause im like a nerd studying? oh ya you are right. im studying for the sake of my future. but do you know me? are you hinting that people who studies are nerds? everyone is studying. unless you dont. if you are,you are also a nerd. right? dont tell me that you are jealous when you see people who have the thing which you dont. its just so childish. so whats the point of hiding behind a screen and typing all these out? dont you have any sense of upbringing? i guess you are lack of upbringing. comment for all you want. i'll delete them if it appears. at most,i shall take away the tagboard. its okay for me cause i DONT need any spam and childish tags to survive. unlike you,you can only survive by spamming people's blog and critisizing people. what else can you do? reflect and think about it.

well,i shall not let that spammer affect my mood. had the CME philosophy fliming just now. after which,discussed project with Azyan,Azurah & Davita. they were fun. ((: we were doing halfway and they drifted away for two times. uber funny luhs. and we did alot of nodding when we were sort of saying that Teo Yee is towards the mathematical side.

changed chinese class. but unfortunately,i am remain in my class. =='''' was hoping to go to either E2 or E3. sighs. ouh and,had P.E today. played baseball. everyone was playing except me. (i guess) :D i just sat down there and rot until the bell goes off. i guess i shall stop here. bye.

2007-06-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

now listening to : pretty boy

well,just finish editing my blog. umms. did 150 questions on inverse matrix @ ace-learning. :DDDDDDDDDDD im a lil mad. i just couldnt stop myself from attempting the questions. cause i have found out that i can immediately find out the inverse matrix answers within 5 secs. those questions which requires you to find matrix B. ((: im totally hook onto this chapter. ahahs. :D

also managed to try some questions on simultaneous equation (inverse matrix) i guess i have understood how the matrix part works. claps for me** XD but there isnt any assessment to try on. so forget it. ((: im going to try the simultaneous one from A.maths TYS.

had hair check today. wow,lots of people got caught luhs. but i think those being caught were boys. :X cause girls can pin up hair marhs. :DDD im uber lame. ==''' all of us pin hair,pull skirts. lol. so funny luhs. after that everyone fold back. let down fringe again. its so freakingly lame luhs.

&&,just realised that E1,E2 & E3's physical education teacher is the same : Mr Sng. wonder who is the teacher for E4 & E5. if still Mr Sng,all the sec 3s are in his control alrd luhs. :XXXXXX but think should be the same teacher. unless the timetable lies. ==''''

came to fajar mac straight after An finishes her geog class. we studied A.maths. but i only study halfway. cause i dont even understand anything. (before @ that time,i haven go through the videos) so An completed her Physics and we went home luhs. so came online after my bath. && started to be a uber hardworking girl muahahas. shall stop here for today. having only 6 hours+ of sleep everynight. that results in panda eyes now. =='''' whatever. shall mug hard for my A.maths now. ta-tas. ((:

2007-06-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

2007-06-25T19:29:00.000+08:00

Homeworks For Today:
‧ Biology workbook
‧ Biology TYS
‧ ~~Biology worksheet (photosynthesis)~~
‧ revise Matrices for level test (A.maths)

well,here to update. slept at 12am in the morning after i finish ironing my school uniform and tying my shoe lace over again and again. ==''' and guess what?! i woke up at around 6 this morning. kaos~. i was still sleeping soundly and my mum came smacking my room's door and i woke up. i only had around 6 hours of sleep? sighs. so woke up and went bathing. got ready within 30mins. fast enough rights? then waited for the clock to struck 745 and went off to school.

normally,i dont attend school so early. the only reason for me to go so early is to copy. &&,if you are clever enough,you will know that i reach school just to copy A.maths. so i rushed and rushed throughout. i even brought the papers down to assembly just to complete it. &,Xin Hong,thanks for telling me that the homework is only due on next friday. ==''' so didnt complete eveything and returned An's paper to her.

after which,we had our new timetable and we had two new teachers. )): Miss May Tan (history teacher) and Mr Sng (P.E teacher) ahahas. luckily im a geography student. :DD cause May Tan looks abit fierce. was chatting with n about this just now and we recalled that during our sec 2 days,our history teacher was away for what-so-ever course. and she took over our class for one day. thats the one & only time when our class (2e2'06) was silent. we could even hear the fans. see how pro is that teacher? she is uber pro luhs. can turn a uber noisy class into a uber quiet yet peaceful class. ((:

anyway,had CME and Mrs Goh shared the topic "Dating & Steadying" with us. everyone was laughing away when Seng Yau says A boy and a girl together is call class gathering funny yerhs? :D and soon after that,lifeskills was supposed to be conducted in classroom. however today its changed to the hall. so E1,E2 &E3 went to the hall and we started our Success talk. nono,dont be mistaken. its a talk about how to success and not a talk where that coach LX talks about his success. ((X and the talk starts at 2pm and ends at 4pm. a 2-hour talk. it was boring throughout but the interesting part was the connecting game. many people hold hands which they had never consider holding. imagine : 20+ guys holding their hands together. hahas. thats about it for today. tatas. (:

2007-06-24T18:20:00.000+08:00

(edited)

skin changed ~~again~~

well,school is reopening in about 7 hours and 25mins. :D i miss school and all my friends. hahas. school is uber fun. but,the homeworks are the ones which the students dislike luhs. and guess what?! i manage to finish all of my holiday homeworks within 2 days (except for my amaths worksheet) gahhs. umms,trying to complete my online Emaths quiz (second one) now. im half-chatting with my besties (hweesiang and an :D) and im typing out this post. okay,i know im lame. i admit im not doing it now. but i'll do it after i finish my posting. ((:

(X its 154651456416 years since i last chatted with them luhs. hahas. and yes,my last skin's downloading rate is going to catch up with my first skin's downloading rates. ^^ uber happy now. long time never get so high ratings lerhs. ahahas. im getting a lil mad. perhaps its the school phobia. cause mrs goh promised me that she'll get me a councilling time if i need it. (or can say if she can sense that i need it) sighs.

whatever. anyway,to all peeps. school's reopening in about 7 more hours. please prepare your report books incae you have forgotten. &&,please bring a suber thick face (skin) to school if you have not completed your holidays assignments. XD thats about it. so long,farewell!

2007-06-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

wth.

went blog hopping and found out that someone used my skin and removed the credits. didnt i put please leave the credits alone even if you have edited it on the main page of my blogskins account?! its so obvious that she took my skin and edited it. everything is the same. except for the background. =='''' its okay for people like her to edit the skin. but cant they just leave the credits alone? dont they have any basic manners? rahhs. im hopping mad now. she (that blogger) didnt even credit the base codes.

i know perhaps im over-reacting. but,you dont understand at all. we,blogskinners,spent so much effort to make skins and some people just remove our credits and claim that they did the skin (on their own). kaos~. uber fed-up

&&,theres this spammer (known as passer-by) who visits my blog and starting to give uber funny and childish comments. this is my blog. and i'll have my say. if you think your english language is perfect,then fine. im fine with these kinda people who loves to boast so much. ouh &&,who are you to comment on my posts? cant you read english? OMFG. if you manage to pass by my blog again,please read my profile colummn first. if you dont understand my simple english,i dont think your english language and reading ability is that good either. ((: please reflect on your own before you give childish and idiotic comments on others. spare a thought for yourself ;D

2007-06-23T12:22:00.003+08:00

(edited)

here im to post. not much update luhs. skin changed. so hows it? fine? well well,im not very sure. woke up at 8++ and came online. wanted to finish up my amths worksheet. but i have no idea how to complete it. ==''' everything seems so unfamiliar to me luhs. so forget it.

&& headed off to teck whye temple to pray. (mama says so.) hence went there and on the way there,that bai chi swept my phone from me hand and it went onto the floor. shes so @!#$#%%#@ luhs. ass-hole.

so went there pray pray pray. then ordered a plate of fried carrot cake (black) and thats my breakfast. luckily i didnt consume any medicine. cause if i ate medicine,i cannot touch that plate of carrot cake. ): ahahas. and hohoho,my sis had her medication in the morning. so she is unable to finish her plate. :D im so so so evil.

meeting Angie later. we are going to chiong all our homeworks. muahahas. but i think im going there to sleep instead. im uber tired luhs. everyday not enough sleep. i guess i'll pop a pill for flu later before i meet her. just incase later i cannot control my nose. ahahas.

well,didnt meet up with Angie in the end. cause i was feeling slppy after eating the flu medicine. ): and im not trying to finish up SS. i think i can finish it up before 8. ((: yeas. umms. im still wondering how to start the SEQ. sighs.

not in the mood for anything. watch tv also can think about HIM*. whats wrong with me? and im going crazy? ): i guess im. nowadays i feel weird. its like,one moment im laughing away and the other moment im on the verge of tears. =='''' crazy me.

2007-06-22T19:57:00.001+08:00

wanted to change my skin luhs. so sick and tired of it. &&,ahahs. i have just brush spam-ed a background. its just throwing in brushes randomly luhs. (: i wanted to use that skin. but i seems weird. maybe i'll change it later. then perhaps if i dont really like it,i'll change back to this. :D

this faulty com is giving me problems luhs. wth. -.-'' was supposingly changing the skin. but use halfway then hang. when im clearing virus,also hang. its so freakingly annoying luhs. wth. later i throw you away then you know. (talking to this idiotic com)

watched 愛情魔髮師 (The Magicians Of Love) till episode 11 alrd. i think i'll finish up to episode 15 tml. cause im going to chiong all my holiday homeworks alrd. left 2 days and my homeworks is still a big big pile,stacked on top of my desk. :X gahhs. it seems like most people have been working and studying uber hard for the CA2. but not the case for me. i have been slacking for the whole month. ahahas. :D cant help it luhs. im worrying that i cant wake up on time on the first day when school reopens. )):

if that really happens,should i skip school or just claim my bonus prize,detention,at the general office? :/ hehehs. i wonder~. i guess i'll just pon and claim that im having cramps. ahahas. :X

my flu is getting worser. sometimes i will feel that there is fire in my nose. -.-''' lame luhs. &&,my family is having a 'laughing session' outside at the living room. and guess what? im the subject of this laughing session. laugh at my hokkien. its not my fault for not speaking a fluent dialect rights? i asked them what is plain water in hokkien. and i told them i thought that it was 'bey kuai zhui'. (direct translate from plain water) && they are laughing their heads off. and my grandpapa still told my younger sister not to learn from me. study until become ah doot. ==''' im not doot alrights? oh fine. i admit im a lil doot (at times only). so dont use doot to describe me alrights?. ((: thanks.

2007-06-22T10:46:00.001+08:00

oh well,caught the flu bug already. =='''' its like,why must i get the flu bug during the last few days of holidays? and not forgetting the cough bug. they are brothers. ((X hohoho. im crapping like hell.

anyway,the response to my latest skin is still quite poor luhs. dont know whats the reason. sighs. sad-ed luhs. )): umms,last night,watched tv till 1am. && woke up at 9 this morning. im so darn tired luhs. but for the sake of Aden,i have to pull myself out of my bed. he cried cause there isnt anyone to craddle him to bed. =='''' see see!. im like his personal babysitter. wth. and im not even paid.

2 more days and school is reopening. i haven finish my holiday homeworks,i haven dug out my report book,i haven pack my bag. i haven dug my school uniform out from my messy closet. oh god. help!!!. can i have one more month of holiday? :/

well,i have been sneezing and coughing until my tears flow. and my ears are kinda blocked. and im yawning now and then cause of the medicine's effect. holy ~~shit~~. and,my earhole is pain and red-dish. i guess im having ear-hole infection. )): im so unlucky. falling sick and having infection at the same time.

orbi-quack. (X

Lets look forward to the future instead of looking at the past.

2007-06-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

Holiday homeworks:

~~Amaths online homework~~

~~Emaths online homework~~

Amaths worksheet

Physics TYS

Biology workbook

~~English Dict Search (70vocabs)~~

Social Studies

watched ai qing mo fa shi till episode 6 alrd. its so nice and romantic luhs. &&,i seems like a comedy too. cause i kept on laughing. :D ahahas. anyay,the response for my latest skin is still quite poor. hope that more people would download it barhs. i'll stop here now. ta-tas. ((:

2007-06-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

well,submitted a skin to blogskins.com. maybe you guys would want to view it. go to this link then. (:
http://www.blogskins.com/info/146752/

during the late afternoon,a taxi and motorcycle collide near the T-junction of blk 453. the motorcyclist kinda flunk off from his seat luhs. then the people from hospital came. the police reached much later than the ambulance. and guess what?! the police station is just 2 steps away from the scene and the police still came in the police car. =='''' its so freakingly lame luhs. i was standing by my doorstep and laughing my head off. muahahas. im evil. grins*

well well,managed to watch the magicians of love until episode 4. i know im slow luhs. but i cant help it. i have to craddle Aden to bed. and have to look after him. im like another nanny who is supposed to look after him. ==''' get this right okays,im not paid and yet im looking after him like his personal nanny. oh god.

i'll stop here for today. just rmb to take a look at my latest skin if you pass by blogskins.com yerhs?. thanks in advance. ((:

2007-06-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

watching ai qing mo fa shi now. hahs. still at episode 2 only. cause the previous three weeks of holidays not so free to watch. (; anyway,i guess i wont be updating much recently. cause i want to finish the show as soon as i can. XD ahahas.

well,this skin is quite okay luhs. but i just feel that there is something lacking. but i dont know how to put it. its just the feeling of something lacking. maybe im not quite used to a white background. (i guess)

umms. completed one of the Amaths online homework. but wasnt able to find the second one. weird. then completed one Emaths online quiz. (congruent triangles) gotten 68% only. ): cause some questions i tikam tikam attempt it. :D hahas.

nothing much to update now. ouh and,recently,i have been having super weird dreams. like i dreamt that minnie mouse gave birth in a hospital. ==''' i know perhaps im watching too much cartoons. but it seem so real luhs. maybe you guys will think that im faking it. but its the truth luhs. and everytime i woke up not because i had enough sleep. its because i woke up due to the scary-ness of the dreams. funny yerhs?. perhaps. i dont know. ta-tas.

2007-06-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

changed my skin to a much more simpler and plain-er one. i like the way it is being done. ((: well,yesterday's results for campus suerstar was as i predicted. muahahas. told swee kiat on sunday that Jia Jun and Javin sure out. but he say that i tyco guess correct only. wth luhs. his eyesight very poor. keep say Jia Jun sure in. =='''

anyway,can someone be kind enough to lend me answers to the Amaths holiday worksheet? i cannot find the answers to some questions. sighs. five more days and school is reopening. but,i haven started any of my homework. duh luhs.

homeworks

Amaths online homework

Emaths online homework

Amaths worksheet

Social Studies worksheet

~~English Dict Search (70 vocabs)~~

Physics TYS

rahrahs. kill me. so many homeworks left undone. and im posting now,when im suppose to browse through all the worked videos for Amaths matrices (the inverse matrix). its so darn boring luhs. i dont want to finish all of the videos. but i cant skip them. cause Ms Leow will know. bloody shit. and if i dont finish SS,Physics,Emaths and Amaths homework,the bloody teachers will come after me like hell. its basically every subject luhs. =='''

maybe i'll try to finish some by tml and some by thurs. it'll be much more easier to settle all of them. ^^ ahahas. ouh,and ya. blogskins.com is changing again. there is no more average ratings anymore. then i cant see my overall ratings now. ): sad-ed. and this idiotic card reader is so darn slow. ==''' wanted to uploa some photos. but i cant find my bluetooth device. and therefore i used this bloody darn card reader. wth. i dont want to update any photos anymore luhs. fed-up. well,i guess thats it for today's post. will update again tml. tatas.

2007-06-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

skin changed.

2007-06-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

well well,my com is finally back. miss her so much luhs. (i predict that its a girl? :/) umms,anyway,trying to create a new blogskin. but lack of ideas. )): sighs. wanted to download a font. but just couldnt find it. whatever.

wont be updating on the photos for our zoo trip. if anyone interested,go to EnShin's blog or Angie's blog to view them. but i'll update the part when we haven meet up with them. well,before we met up with them,An & I went to have our lunch at lotone's Mac. but our so-called lunch consist of only an apple pie & a cup of ice lemon tea. the apple pie belongs to me & ice lemon tea is hers. she ordered ice green tea. but that counter attendant gave her an ice tea. funny right?. well,then we waited for the bus at around 1pm cause Angie told me that the journey takes at least 30mins. we were waiting like hell and for about 10mins there is still no sign of that idiotic bus. &&,i started cursing the driver + the bus. cursed for 5 mins and it finally came. so we boarded the bus and reached there within 20mins. ==''' we went into the zoo and decided to meet up with them at the polar bear area. (i think i mentioned it on my previous short post.) then we almost got lost. its so idiotic to get lost in the zoo. &&,i can only say that im really timid. cause i was sort of scared when i walk past the wolfs' area.

after we came out from zoo,we headed to lotone again. this time,they had long john silver. but An and I didnt ordered anything. ((: we were too full to eat. then they wanted to take neos. but we went in and out of the shop without taking any neos. hahs. cause they were deciding whether to take or not. then they just forget about the idea. so we went walking around and went to the palsa malam. Angie wanted to purchase a earpiece. so we walked around. without buying anything,we came back. but its quite fun luhs.

& ofcourse, the ENSHIN part. (sound effect : drums rolling)
shin,do you know something? i never forget what happen to you on that day wors. ((: but dont worry luhs,i wont post it out. unless you offended me then i'll consider letting everyone know. ahas.

well,back to today's post. watched campus superstar. &&,ZhengNing and Keely actually got so low marks?!. how can that be?. so shocking & stunning luhs. but,Elaine and Benjamin did quite well. Jia Yous~. hahas. im getting a lil crazy. maybe its due to my lack of sleep. i'll stop here for today. keep out for my update tml. tas~.

2007-06-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

well,using my cousin's com again. ((X went to the zoo two days ago. had so much fun luhs. we were sort of brisk walking around the zoo. then before we met up with Angie they all,An and I almost got lost in the zoo. we were suppose to meet at the polar bear area then we walk until the malaysia sun bear. funny luhs. taken quite a number of photos. will not be posting the photos today. cause lazy luhs. (: maybe i'll update again next time. if not,you can also go to any of our member's blog to see the details. i'll stop here. cause wanted to finish up the online homework luhs. ta-tas.

2007-06-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

(edited)

com is down. so dont expect me to be online these days. if you see me online,it means someone used my pw to sign in luhs. ((: well,here using my cousin's com to update. okkays,here are the replies to the tags.

beehsiang : thanks for linking (:
KELLY : our MOO MOO milk still processing. (X hahs.
sk : zui hao ji zhu.
ENSHIN : must beware of him wors. he super pervert derhs. &&,he is a big bai chi. (X
Azyan : hahs. its okay if you dont get anything for me luhs. im gonna miss you too. takecares wors. ((:
hweesiang : thanks for relinking.
sk : check up? you siao arhs?. &&,i never watch all those stuffs hor. unlike you,dirty minded. xiao xin i tell ying ting. HAHAHAS.
yenteng : yups. one more day.
beehsiang : sure. i'll rate it later. ((:

well,watched men in white yesterday with An. ((: uber funny luhs. then both of us laugh till siao. at first i should be the one sitting inside.then got one big gang walk in. somemore a guy sitting next to me. then they like abit weird. so An changed seats with me. hurhs. :D thanks An. after the movie,we went walking around aimlessly. (X then bought a handphone pouch,some nail art thingy and a crown ring. (: uber happy. hahs

then went to the library and searched for my favourite books,romance novels. muahahs. borrowed four and i have finished 2 and a half. i have finished almost three books lerhs. left one. maybe i'll return it tml when i set off to cck to meet theMOOS for the zoo trip.

going to zoo tml. ((: uber excited. long time since i last went to the zoo. we haven even discuss about where our lunch & dinner is going to be settled. and i have to rush back to my house,after my Bio class end. and i have to rush to cck to meet them. i wouldnt want to go to the zoo with my Bio textbooks in my school uniform luhs. so pai seh. thats why i insist to go home and have a bathe before i leave. &&,not i dont want pon my Bio class. its cause if i dont go for tml's class,i will have to go on another day,with the e1s. i'll be that very extra-ed out one luhs. its obvious right? thats why i dont want to pon. aiyas,why am i explaining so much? im insane luhs.

well well,onlined to check if Azurah had sent me the project alrd anot. but they haven send me yet. oh well,i can take this chance to update my blog. kkays,i'll update another time. after they send me the project. and maybe i'll upload photos then. ((: takecares,and farewell to my com. hahas. :D

2007-06-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

watched Agent Cody Banks on channel five just now. that male leading is so darn sweet luhs. he went to that what-so-ever mountian just to save the girl,Natalie. Oh-My-God,hes just so sweet. awws. okay okay. i know i might have sounded a lil 花痴. but sighs. nevermind. as long as i know what am i thinking that will be great.

thinking of meeting An out to do homework next week. but most importantly,if i dont know how to do,hahs. an answer will be prepared for me. (: just joking luhs. i not so bad okays. well,wanted to meet her before we set off for our MOOS outing. cause i want her to accompany me to find some hello kitty stuffs. (X i know im insane. i know i know. just let me be it cans? its been so long since i last felt that i was a child. ahahs. maybe it sounds funny. but,i wanted to be the child where there isnt any sort of troubles. i wanted to be a child who doesnt needs to face all these kind of problems such as relationship,friendship and of course,homeworks. sighs. im really tired of all these. all these funny yet annoying problems just kept on pestering me. all i want is to forget everything and go back to the time when i was still young. at the age of three or four. & i'll be contented. but,time doesnt turn back. what done cannot be undone. all the problems wouldnt just disappear within a sec or a min. i know everyone have their own problems. so i dont usually find people to listen to my troubles. except for someone.

BEWARE of Soh Swee Kiat!!! he is a da bai chi. beware of him cause if you talk to him,you might turn out to be a bai chi too. dont be influenced by him. dont say i didnt warn you wors. ^^

umms. whats so wrong with me? talk halfway can link to such serious topic. well well,anyway,i guess i'll be going out with An sometime next week. which day im not confirm. but one thing im confirm is that theMOOS are going out on thurs.

2007-06-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden,im in love with hello kitty. (: shes cute and pinkish. hahs. i dont know what makes me get addicted to it luhs. maybe its the pink-ness that attracts me. ahahahs. im starting to love the more girly colours like pink and red. am i insane? i ahte-d those colours when i was young. now,i love those colours.

i want a uber huge hello kitty soft toy~

just hope that i can find a job within the last two weeks of holidays. if not,my hello kitty would be gone. ): sobs. im crazy-ly in love with hello kitty. awwws. wanted to change a hello kitty skin. but,this current skin is being done by me. my own work lea. how can i bear to change it away?. boohoos.

anyway,just submitted a skin. red and black. simple and plain skin. the downloading rates are poor too. sighs. there was this person in blogskin who ripped others codes and claimed that it belong to her. its so wth luhs. others do until like hell and she just ripped off like that. and she submitted 4 skins in a row. somemore with the same codings and just changing the credits. but luckily,she disabled all the skins and deleted her account.

i think im gaining weight now and then. cause my daily appetite had increase so much luhs. after finishing my bowl of rice,i can eat another bowl of sweet potato and green bean soup. within an hour after that bowl of sweet potato and green bean soup,i can eat somemore bread and another bowl of soup. im a fatty now. not sure if i can still fit into my jeans anot. :X

i guess we have to change the day of our outing lerhs. cause next thurs i'll be having Bio class until 11. by the time i am ready for the outing,it would be about 1. and the journey there is about 1 hour (estimated time)? then we would reach there by 2. then go in for about 2 hours we have to come back and have our dinner. ahahas. MOOS dinnertime is extemely fun. dont believe you'll get to know on next thurs of fri. i dont think they would want to go to the zoo at such a late time barhs. :/ not sure. shall have a discussion with theMOOS again. well,long long post is up. ((: i shall go and check out my latest skin's dl rates.

P.S : laogong,your background i do le. but the colours abit weird. so i think i'll send it to you tml ba.

2007-06-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

Insane ahgirl here!

well,edited my blogskin layout again. :X cause i was bored. sighs. dont know why at night i just cant seem to fall asleep even though im super tired. ): and manged to fall asleep at bout 1+ for almost everynight. am i crazy? or was it due to my homones? crazy-ness is the problem i guess.

i dont even know what am i talking about. im really insane. but,im really uber excited for next week's outing. ((: outing with theMOOS. yays~. we are going to the zoo,the zoo and the zoo. long time since i last went to the zoo. hahas. although its just 2 years. during sec one we went there for maths thingy. not fun luhs. cause my do maths sums inside zoo. =='''' uber lame right? lol.

had been updating for almost everyday. i have run out of topics to update on lerhs. maybe i'll update once every two days? hahs. i dont know luhs. :X and oh,i deleted the skin which was submitted on 4 of june. the response is extremely poor luhs. ): sighs. dont know if i'll be submitting anymore skins up there. now then i recall. Angie laogong asked me to help her create a background for her skin. hahs. shall create it later. (: i guess thats all for today barhs. not sure if i will be updating again later. tas~.

2007-06-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

finally got the time to post. (: Aden went home already. sobs. cant see him for 2 days due to weekends. well,my skin is a little weird. but i just cant pin-point out the weird-ness luhs. :X perhaps its because its my first skin using photoshop Cs3.

recently my appetite had increase. woots. im gaining weight luhs. finally im gaining some weight. muahahs. but i cant tell my weight. (X im insane. just ignore me. lalas~.

well,wanted to submit another skin to Blogskins.com. but decided not to. cause the response for my last submitted skin was quite poor luhs. ): sadded. why are the downloading rate so low? sobs. maybe i shall delete that skin away?. will it help? sighs.

these few days i have been posting alot. i also dont know why luhs. but i just wanted to post. i'v just warn you,im insane. dont carry on reading if not you might turn out to be insane too. (X muahahas. well,super tired now. feeling sleepy. want to eat yougurt now. want to eat ice-cream now. want to eat chocolate now. arghs.

i think i'll stop posting for today. just incase my readers get diagnosed with splitting personality toos. muahahs. :D off to watch the seven pm show lerhs. tas.

2007-06-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

skin changed. ((X

muahahas. the background is being done by adobe photoshop Cs3. finally i can get to create my own skins. well,chatted with someone till 1 in the morning. then went to bed and woke up at 7.40 due to Nicholas's sms. hahs. after reading his text,i dozed off again. :X sorry wors Nic. then at about 9+,woke up and played with Aden. his cough bug is still pestering him. =='''' make him cough like hell luhs. wth. it hurts my heart loads you know?. )):

then came onlined and started to find fonts and brushes for my skin. and till now,my skin is finally completed. ((X wulalas~. i love the fonts being used. the headings for the navigations are so darn cute luhs. hahs. i love it~~~. &&,Aden has got a new pram toy. wow-ness!. its so cute luhs. i also want. ): sobs. anyway,i love Aden loads. ^^ shall update again later. off to play with Aden now. tas~.

2007-06-08T10:55:00.000+08:00

second true friend test. (X try it. if you can score 85 and above,you are considered my true friend. hahs. if you dont,reflect on it barhs. i'll post again later. off to watch my show now. (: ta-tas.

2007-06-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

these two photos are edited using photoshop Cs3. (: muahahas. Aden's photo is cuter. lol. i know mine's uber ugly luhs. :D

BEWARE!
there is an insane woman lurking around here. she is having shoulder length hair brown hair. have two dimples when shes having her evil grin. >D loves the colour black. muahahas is her famous laughter. she have split personality. so dont go near her. she might just kill you with one stare. :X

thats all for the photos. hahs. i'll update more when i edit somemore photos. (: muahahas. bye all.

2007-06-07T13:01:00.001+08:00

take my true friend test here. (: just click on the white platform and it will bring you to another fresh page. i hope that you know me well yerhs?. anyway,enjoy the test!. muahahas :D

well,decided to put this test up here to find out who knows me the best. i suppose that no one will ever get 100% correct for all questions unless he/she really knows me in and out. muahahas. im insane. im crazy. im going bonkers. lalalas. well well,im realy diagnosed with split personality. talk to me unless you want to have a taste of split personality toos. ^^

2007-06-07T08:49:00.000+08:00

sighs. woke up at 8. ==''' due to Aden's cries and whinnings. he had caught the flu and cough bug. he had been crying none stop since 7+ in the morning. i just couldnt bear to see him crying luhs. ): my heart hurts.

well after that,came online. edited my blogskin again and went blog hopping. holidays arent the best. sighs and sighs and sighs. holidays are uber boring. i hate holidays (although i can get to sleep till noon before i wake up :P) almost everyone is working during the holidays luhs. i also want to work!. so that i can earn money. hehs. i admit that i like money. :X

yesterday,cried myself to bed. sighs. thoughts of HIM* just kept flowing back. its hurting. i think i still care about him. but,how he treated me leaves a scar on my tender heart. i dont want to think about him anymore. however the pain is still there. sighs. wanted to find someone to talk to. but at 11+ in the night,who would be free to hear me out? and the first person i thought of is HIM*. why am i still thinking of him? i want a brainwash. can i? or just let me lose parts of my memory. i guess it would be better for me. i know that he is slowly erasing me away from his mind. he is slowly or perhaps have forgotten about me. but i just cant help it. i just couldnt forget about him and the sweet yet painful memories that he had given me. i know its time to let go. but,sighs. just no one in this world knows how i feel.

getting more and more emo recently. is it because i dont have anyone to talk to? i think so. someone had gone to the Malacca trip with our school. i suppose that they are coming back either today or tml. but so what if someone is back? i cant pour my sorrows out. cause others will starts to backstab again. ARGHS! i have finally known what is the meaning of Friends from them. whatever.

i wont be going to study with them on this coming Sat. i know that i will be the extra-ed one and i wont be able to concentrate. so why should i go?. because of this matter,i have been diagnose to have split personality. im just standing my grounds. i dont want to be forced. 所谓勉强终究是不会有幸福的.

2007-06-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

uber FUCK-UP now

2007-06-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really dont understand you. my friends told me to cherish you. but when i tried to do that,you will do something that hurts me. should i deserve all this treatments?.

Love Is Just An Illusion. i dont wanna talk to anyone now.

i have nothing to say anymore. i'll just be a mute if you really want me to be one. i dont care. im hurt enough. once bitten twice shy. i'll never put my heart into anymore relationship. i would never ever do that again. perhaps,to others or even you,im fucking-ly evil to do this. but could anyone understand how i felt?. NO! no one even tried to understand me.

you told me that you tried to understand me better. but,that isnt the kind of understand i want. i want someone whom i can trust. i want someone to listen to my troubles. i want someone who can understand me even if i didnt even speak. but,unfortunately,in this world there isnt anyone that i could talk to. there isnt anyone whom i can talk to!

sorry. im a lil agitated. i dont like to be accused of. i hate it extremely much. but,im always the one being accused. isnt it funny?. whatever. im not going to be affected by it. i'll learn to be strong & never be dependant on anybody again. 挫折会使人变得更加坚强. this is my belief. for people with happiness out there,珍惜眼前所拥有的事物. 不要等到失去后才后悔.

2007-06-05T20:42:00.000+08:00

forgotten to mention that in the morning,saw kennedy in lrt while coming back after knowing that Bio class was cancelled. then before i reached jelapang lrt station,saw a funny scene. a white cat doing some funny actions. its face was being trap inside a plastic bag. so it kept on moving backwards. hahs. what a funny scene.

well,posting for what happened in the afternoon. accompanied angie laogong to have her lunch & aftermath we went to her block's void-deck to had our chit-chat session. chatted for almost 2 hours & decided what to name our 'gang'. hahs. our gang is known as theMOOS or MOOMOOgang. (: its official. so dont let us find out that you have the same 'name' as us wors. we also decided what to name our member. hahs.

angie laogong : da niu.

muahahas. laogong~. nice name wors. :X lols. Da Niu ouh. &&,we have decided to go for a MOOMOO gang's outing. (: its been confirmed that we'll have it on next week's thurs. a trip to the zoo. yays. im so darn excited. long time since i'hv been to the zoo. want to watch the sows that the animals are going to perform. ^^ im just a kid. no hram going to the zoo rights? XD zoo zoo zoo. im going to the zoo. zoo zoo zoo. theMOOS' going to the zoo. (: i'll update agn tml or maybe when im in one of my best mood.

2007-06-05T10:35:00.000+08:00

its so wth. forced myself to wake-up early in the morning and attend the Biology class. but who knows,when i reach the traffic light that was outside our school,i was told that today's class was cancelled. so i had to come back home instead. if i had known that earlier,i would have slept longer. =='''''

well,downloaded some brushes yesterday. (: was playing with the brushes just now & i made a background out of the brushes. i'll make a blogskin for that and submit it to Blogskins.com later. NICE is the only word i can use to describe. Photoshop Cs3 is just so fun. ahahs. i'll download more brushes next time. ^^

well,going out to meet angie laogong later. have our lunch together. (: hees. ouh by-the-way,that 徐彬 out luhs. sadded. he is so handsome lorhs. i thought that he will get into the next round although his singing really needs improvement. cause he have many fans. but,這真是让我大跌眼镜. but results of the female competitors who gets into the second round are much more expected luhs.

umms. feeling sleepy. had been yawning away for the whole morning. well,i'll edit the skin now and submit it before 11. (: download my skins wors~!. www.blogskins.com/me/missy-illusion.ism

2007-06-03T18:59:00.000+08:00

skin changed. it was like finally luhs. :X wanted to change a new skin so much but nothing caught my eye. until i saw %purpur.black's new submitted skin. which is this current skin. i did a lil editing. example are changed the font,color,alignment of the navigations,and alignments of the background. the background was supposed to be fixed and 'scrollable'. but i edited it and made it to be those unscrollable type. (: hahas.

well,was supposed to continue my update for yesterday. went back to school after all the performance. removed our make-ups in the gents as nobody was inside. changed and we made Wang An and Issac stunned luhs. cause everyone was inside and treated as if it was the ladies. Laugh-Out-Loud. after removing our make-ups,had our lunchboxes. nasi lemak. NICE! hahs. everyone was expecting a second serving. cause most of them didnt had their breakfast. so some of them were fighting over a few boxes of lunchbox. sighs. cant blame them right?.

then our MOOMOO gang went out to have our second serving lunch together. hahas. MOOMOO gang members are : Angie,Shin,YenTeng,An & me. RollOnFloorLaughing. we are planning to have an outing this June. (: planning to go to the zoo to watch moo. funny?. yes we are. onlined and we were discussing bout the outing. they were quarreling all around luhs. shouting shut up la mabel & joanna see,this is why we are called the MOOMOO gang. others are called kuku yet we are moomoo. a bunch of crazy creeps.

well,today was quite a pleasant day. onlined and chatted with Angie n HIM. played online games with HIM and changed my template. basically,its a boring day luhs. :X

2007-06-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

TIRED?

everyone seems tired. but,dont they know that im tired too?. having bout only 4-6 hours of sleep per day and going back to school for almost every day? its tiring. but who actually knows all about these? no one know. sighs. life is unpredictable.

im starting to talk craps now. crazy me. hahs. :D well,today almost late for our meeting. if not for wan zhen's msg,i sure late derhs. so bought Mac as my breakfast & headed to school. saw wan zhen inside lrt. so went to school with her & An. then sat down there and crapped for one hour plus before mrs chua open the door. so had our make-up session again. this time,we surely took a shorter time then before. (: went into the guys toilet to change and the bus driver was shock to see us in there. then he had to climb up to the third floorth to use the washroom.

the bus journey to Raffles City was a fast one. so had our things ready even before the scouts arrive. ^^ the Drums Ensemble started off first. followed by us & then the Chinese Drums. they were awesome. hahas. i think i'll update more tml. bye.

2007-06-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

peekaboo

look,whos there?. its me. (: hahas. im lame,i know. lols. just came back from our Raffles City performance. had great fun there. although the stage is a lil too small,the stairs are too steep,the journey is too long. hahas. Roll-On-Floor-Laughing. well lets start from the afternoon....

met an in the afternoon and had japanese food for lunch. shortly,we headed to school by taking a walk. then,when its about 4,everyone got changed and had our make-up session. this time round,our make-up was abit more lighter than the SYF performance. yayys yayys~. hahs. (: after our make-up session,everyone starts to gather at the school's bus bay. woots~. we have got our Handbells Ensemble,Drums Ensemble & Chinese Drums. the Scouts were in a container together with their drums. & some of the Malay drummers were sitting together with us on the same bus.

after we reached there,we started off first by testing the mic-s. then,passer-bys thought that we had already started to perform. so they started clapping & after bout 2 mins,we stopped. they were so stunned luhs. hahas. :X after our actual performance,was the Drums Ensemble. then following by the Chinese Drums. their drums were so loud that all of the people stopped by just to watch luhs. ): sad-ed.

after which,we decided to call it a day and come back. then,the Scouts were so-call invited to sit on the same bus as us. then they say : " wahh,sit in an all-girls bus,we will become very girl one leas." it was lyk whatthefuckinghell are they talking about luhs. then everyone of us say back : " aiyos,sit with them,as if they very man & macho. we seem more man then them luhs. " scouts so pai seh.

my mood is dampen now. EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT kkayys? im sorry guys,you dont have to read this part if you are offended by what im going to say. i guess im starting to put my heart into this new relationship. but,everything keeps going wrong. we have been sort of quarrelling. sighs. i have kind of lost trust in whatever others say. i only trust some of my closer friends. lyk Angie & An. sighs. im really tired.... basic trust for people have gone. to me,there is either extreme trust or totally no trust in someone. once,i'hv got a friend. now,our friendship is totally frozen. he/she had frozen our friendship by some unremarkable comments. so this is what friends are for?. just mis-using all the trust that people had given them?. even my CCA friends treat me better than my best friend. this is their true faces, i have finally realise this.

IM GOING TO SHUT MYSELF UP. STOP TALKING TO ME. OR YOU WILL BE TALKING TO A WALL. this is what i'hv promised HIM. bye all,will update agn tml...

2007-05-31T20:35:00.001+08:00

heres my long post. (: well,haven updated for lyk almost 3 days?. reason due to com under repair. hahs.

well,i have got tons of things to share. firstly,im attachedhahs. dont ask who is he. those people who are closer to me will know it. secondly,i dont have any trust for anyone anymore. except for someone lols. that someone knows everything. well,got to cut short my post. cause have to start revsing amaths paper two. lalas. going back to school tml. for amaths paper and to prepare for raffles city performance. oh ya,bought a lipstick and blusher yesterday with an & laogong. (: just hope that tml dont need to make up until lyk going for opera. lol. hmms. shall take loads of photo tml. ^^ so excited.

&&,hes not in singapore now..... ):

2007-05-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

finally my com is back. (: missed it so much. well,let me update my overall view first before i update agn. byes.

2007-05-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

You Should Be a Romance Novelist

You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.

You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer...

And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.

As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Miyoko Suzuki

What's your Japanese Name?

2007-05-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

You Would Do Anything For Love

Anyone who stands between you and love better watch out!You'll do almost anything for your true love - even if it puts your life at risk.You are an old fashioned romantic and believe in unconditional love.Once you love someone, you'll always love them... no matter what.

Would You Do Anything For Love?

currently listening to : 谢谢你的温柔

this is the test which i just did. bored. cried just now. sighs. what are friends for actually?. none of them is here for me when i need a shoulder to lean on. ): im really tired of all these. i swear that im going to stop communicating with them. everything is just plainly a joke played by the heaven. why must it be me?. well,actually i dont mind. i admit that im emo. so what?. at least i wont harass you. i wont take that initiative to talk to you. right?. even those people who considered my good friends also treat me the same. whats the point of believing others and giving them your utmost trust when they dont?. its just a ~~fucking~~ joke. i want to end it. i want to end all these sufferings. how?. if i didnt met them,would it be better?. but if time could be turned back,i will still fall in love with him. i will try my best to make him happy. if i cant,i would rather leave him to lessen his pains and sufferings. i just want to know if he had love me true-ly before. but,must he do this to me?. blocking me in msn,avoiding my questions,faking excuses that his mum dont let him use phone?. i really had enough! enough pain for me to last for another lifetime. i once thought that you were different from the others. but,i didnt know that it was just my wish-thinking. you were like anyone of them. breaking hearts and causing tears to flow endlessly. frankly,i hate you. yet,i still cant help to love you....

爱一个人虽然很辛苦,但,恨一个你愛的人更辛苦. 这个道理又有谁能了解呢? 恐怕永远都沒人能体会这种痛苦吧...

2007-05-26T19:42:00.000+08:00

You Are a White Rose

You represent youthfulness and purity.
Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly
Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time

What color of rose are you?

You Are the Ace of Hearts

Youthful and playful, you love life and the world.You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know.
Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors. And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel.
You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep.You are easily swept away and easily hurt.
A gamble you should take: Blackjack
Your friends would describe you as: Unique
Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy
If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer

What Playing Card Are You?

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks

What'sYour Kissing Style?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

You May Be a Bit Borderline...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...And when you're down, your whole world is crashingScary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

AreYou Romantic or Realistic?

You Are 91% Passionate, 9% Compassionate

You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug.When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride.Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense.

Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Your Birthdate: October 26

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.
Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!
Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-05-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

sighs. cried while chatting wif someone during yesterday night's call. guess he got a shock by my sudden breakdown barhs. i really have no idea why i breakdown upon hearing that song. sighs. update again later. doing skin for my laogong.

2007-05-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

忘不了...

2007-05-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

五月天 is such a nice song. the MV is sooo sweet. (: hahs. if someone were to treat me lyk that,i sure marry him straight. lols. just joking. :D

well,was suppose to update during yesterday. but this problematic blogger just wouldnt let me sign in luhs. ==''' tried to sign in for the whole day. with no avail until now. sighs. whatever. anyway,updating about yesterday...

yesterday

went to school and during CME,Mrs Goh gave out the pink forms. luckily,i'hv gotten a blue form. ^^ i guess that although my mummy dont need to attend the parents-meeting session,my results sucks entire-ly luhs. ): shortly after she gave out the forms,she called for an interview with us. at first she called Davita. however she says that shes going to meet her parents,so she go on to the next name. & im the unlucky one. well well,i have to resign to fate luhs. so went up for that interview. after talking to her awhile,~~i fuckingly cried~~. tears just drop down by its own. i guess annie should have saw it ba. im not sure. if she nvr saw it,meaning no one would have seen that tear-dropping scene. because she was sitting infront of the class. aftermath,an came to find me.. then we chat for awhile.

after that must arrange our Social Studies file. so i checked and updated it for almost an hour. well,then it was English agn. had two periods in the morning before CME. so it sums up to four periods of English. headed to com lab one for online class. (: it would be nice to have classes in com lab. nice and cooling. furthermore,theres com!. ahahs. funny me. after one period of English,we went back to our own class. due to coms being in great demand. nevermind. so went back to have a period of class. then Amaths came after that. boring Amaths luhs. almost fell asleep. then finally,the bell rang. so went to find an and got the keys for training room. shift-ed all the tables and chairs and started practising. ended at 6++ and reached fajar lrt at 630.

today

had cross country. set off with an and arrived at the finishing line at about 1 hour 10 mins later. hahs. :D and i'hv forgotten to pass Mrs Goh the travel plan and parent's letter. i'hv also forgotten to give Ms Hoe the consent forms. forgetful me. then went to Mac to have our lunch. and we tried the new zesty lime sundae. it taste nice. but the color abit gross luhs. i shall update a photo of it. advertise for Macdonales. hahs.

weird. cant upload any photos. indeed a problematic blogger. whatever. i shall upload the photo next time when blogger is back to normal. (: rented Cinderella (korean horror movie). not scary at all. i thought that it would be scary. but it turns out fine. sighs. really nothing can perk me up. ): maybe a trip to the ice skating ring would be nice. ^^ hahs. i shall tell Mrs Chua that maybe we can head to the ice skating ring again during the December holidays. cheers for me!.

& someone commented that im stupid. ): sadded. perhaps im really that stupid barhs....

2007-05-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

im a SADDIST

i dont know why am i still thinking of him day and night. i dont know why i still love him. i really dont know why. was it meant to be this way?. or if i had controlled you lesser,things wouldnt been the same.

the paragraph below are the stuffs which i want to tell him. but he doesnt give me any chance. so i can only post here. if he happen to pass by,i hope that he can understand my feelings.

to LinWee : i tried to understand you when you told me that you cant come out at night. i tried not to demand you for anything. why must you treat me lyk that?. i have let you in your ways. not one time but everytime. this is how im repaid back. a pack of lies and a broken heart. just why are you so evil?. cant you understand me more lyk how i did?. you didnt understand why i wanted to cut my wrist. you didnt understand why am i so jealous when you lend other girls your jacket. you didnt even try to understand me better. all along,i was the one who make the effort to understand you. all along i am the only one who will rmb all our special dates. & what did you do?. you didnt make any effort to keep our relationship going. you didnt. & im utterly disappointed in you. just lyk now,you dont understand why i made the choice of letting you go. you just dont understand anything....

in this world,only that someone knows all our stuffs. i hope that he wont tell anyone about it. just hope that time can heal my wound. & to that someone,thanks for lending me your ears for so many nights. i'll rmb the "code",190507. (: thanks.

2007-05-22T12:18:00.000+08:00

well,here to post. didnt attend school today. (; cause thought that there was no need to go school lorhs. imagine everyone playing poker in school. i might as well stay at home and have my beauty sleep. gahhs. :D

hmms. going down to get a bite first. after that i'll come back and post another edited one. (:

2007-05-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

submitted a skin. well,i hope that the downloads average will be fine. if not im going to delete that skin. for my previous skin submitted,i'hv gotten 116 downloads since 11ofmay. (: thats an achievement for me. yayys!. gahhs. what am i happy about?. duhh. =='''

well anyway,i think im not attending school tomorrow. having cramps. sighs. )): everytime like that. its just so duhh luhs. had gastric for the past few days. perhaps its time for me to go?. yahh i think so. sickness have been coming to me. cramps,gastrics,nightmares,flu,cough. enough of these. i'hv had enough. had not much appettite recently. therefore leading to gastric luhs. ==''''

good news! im starting to forget him. and i can dont message him for 3/4 of the day. can you image that?. i can do it!. yes. thank god. and i have to thank so many people for being there when i need them. there goes the list : HweeSiang,Angie,Annie,Geraldine,Nicholas,Jordan,ChongEn,AnAn,Azyan,

SweeKiat and few more to go. thanks so much for being there when i need you guys. but,this is only the beginning. im not sure if i can stop thinking of him anot. you know,absense makes heart grow fonder. although we broke up,but i still love him. you guys can comment that im stupid or foolish. but i promised him before that i wont leave him. hence,nothing can make me leave him unless im dead. (:

2007-05-20T09:32:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not?. still thinking of swallowing sleeping pills tml. sighs. just let me end our sufferings. i know he will be much much more happier than before. he doesnt need me anymore. so whats the point of me staying by his side?. perhaps,in his heart,he cant wait for me to die?. who knows.

2007-05-19T13:33:00.000+08:00

depressed at the moment. i really dont know what to do. whats the point of forgetting him when i cant do it?. its idiotic. i know. but,cant just anyone understands?. i cant just simply forget him. i still love him. but,i dont think he thinks the same. whenever i talk to someone about it,they will just ask me to forget him. its not that i dont want to. its the matter of fact that i cant take him off my memory. the thoughts of him,images of him and memory of us kept haunting me. even in my dreams. how can i possibly forget about him?. i know no one understands. its fine. but just lend me a shoulder to cry on when im sad. can?. is it so difficult?. perhaps it is. cause people will starts to comment. i really cannot understand why must the world be like this. why cant the world be a place where there is no love or war?. i hate all these. there was once this equation which i wrote.

love = you & i

it doesnt seem so now. there is no more love from you. but,cant you just understand me more?. why did i cut myself?. you dont know anything at all. it was to get your attention. dont you know that the attention from you was so mild?. you didnt know anything. i should be the one who is even more tired. but i tried to make myself happier by telling myself that you need me. and this is what i receive from you. a pack of lies and a hurting heart. why must you treat me like that. you didnt even tried to know me. did you know that i was crying inside when i know you lent liling your jacket?. you didnt know anything. cause i had to force a smile infront of you.

hatred makes up you and me

does this equation describes more?. yes. you hate me. you think that im the thorn in your flesh. and you pulled me out by that sentence,"im tired. lets be normal friends." perhaps you didnt know that once you said that sentence,my heart was being broken into pieces. the heart which i placed on you,was broken entirely. and you promised before that you wont break it. this is what i get from you. i once promised you that i wont leave you even if you leave me. but i guess,you dont need me anymore.

you'hv treated me so differently. in the past,when i msg you,you wont let me say myself. but now,you told me that im irritating. whats the point of giving empty promises when you cant honour them?. there is just one conclusion : im fuckingly hurt by you. perhaps,i should really end your sufferrings by ending my worthless pathetic life. am i right?......

2007-05-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

SADDED

sighs. super bad mood now. had a super terrible day in school. its like,everyone just sees me as a thorn in their flesh. do you get the meaning?. was being pang seh-ed for two days lerhs. whatever. i dont need friends in E2 at all. planning to talk to Mrs Goh soon. the thought of changing class keeps haunting me. maybe its really time for me to approach the idea. or maybe,i shall start thinking about transferring school. i really cannot stand all these people anymore. why cant they just think for others?. dont they have any heart?. perhaps they really dont. i dont know. :X say what you want. im not going to take it to heart. not now,but forever.

well,i am starting to get crossed at the idea of attending the 6-honesty'2003 chalet at 20+ of june. i'hv told josh that im not going to attend it over & over agian for thousands of times. but,he still asks me to go. am i really that missed?. if yes,thank you but im still not going. i'hv set my mind. so kindly dont force me. its really irritating to be the extra-ed out one. try being one and you will understand the feeling. it isnt that nice to get that feeling. but,you guys have given me these feelings. im really sick and tired of it. so,stop it.

today's prac is disasterous. fucking fed up with joanna. told her to leave the sec ones batch and she just stays in them. make me so agitated that i have to shout at her. today is the worst day of my life,being a chairman of a cca. i rather get "sacked" by Mrs Chua. then played "Colours of the wind" with the seniors. its terrible. why couldnt we play other songs?. why must it be this song?.

&,god. Mrs Chua (Bio cher) didnt come for lessons agn. its been one week since i last saw her. whats wrong with this teacher?. absent for one whole week. sighs. teachers are getting from bad to worse recently. some teachers just simply ignore the students and went for early holidays. =="" just why cant they be a little more considerate?. tinking of pon-ing school on monday. its such a long day luhs. somemore go school also free period. its lyk going for holidays lerhs. sighs. cant schools just give us one extra week of holidays?. school just sucks.<p>

2007-05-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

skin changed. (:

yayys. finally changed my blogskin. its been such a long time since i changed it. here to update. &,this is how it will goes....

received all the results back lerhs. my results are below...
↳English : ?/50 (paper one) , 30/50 (paper two)
↳Chinese : 43/70 (paper one) , 73.5/110 (paper two)
↳Emaths : 59/80 (paper one) , 42/80 (paper two)
↳Amaths : 31/80 (paper one) , 33/80 (paper two)
↳Combine Science : 18/40 (paper one) , 34.5/65 (paper two) , 41/65 (paper three)
↳Combine Humanities : 3/25 (geog) , 14/31 (Social Studies)
↳Biology (pure) : 43/110
these are my results...sighs. flunk 3 out of 7. pro?. i think so too. lola. flunk either 4 or 5 & i'll be on the list for the Intensive-Care-Unit. i dont want that to happen luhs. it'll be simply disasterous if i were in that. it sucks like hell.

well,flash back to the previous few hours of the day. (: went to Bukit Batok Home For The Aged. sat with Jia Hui in the bus. the trip was quite a terrible one because of the noise pollusion inside the bus luhs. everyone on music,causing pollusion. then at there saw quite a lot of friendly old folks. but there were also tons of super unfriendly folks luhs. sighs~. there are pros & cons in everything. whatever. then i shall not elaborate anymore further on what happened in the home. reached school at about 1145. so had our late recess & it ended at 1230. so had to go back to class for reflections & as well to check our chemistry paper 3. & cheers to me,i got 41 for my chem paper!. *grinning away*. glad that i'hv passed luhs.

anyways,luck for people who didnt get to check their papers when they are not around. (:

2007-05-13T17:10:00.001+08:00

i wanna learn korean! will anyone teach me?

2007-05-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

一颗爱你的真心,換來的是一堆謊言和一顆破碎的心...
‪‪而想你,爱你,已成为一个我想戒却戒不掉的坏习惯

2007-05-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

Hmms. Waiting to meet angie lao gong later. So take the time now to post. (: Watched The Prince Who Turns Into A Frog just now. The part where the main male leading lost his memory. Its so cool luhs. :XX

long time since i last posted a long long post. lazy to type out everything. hahs. later meeting angie,buying bag & eating lunch. cause at home too boring. sighs~. somemore still haven finish physics workbook.

2007-05-11T13:18:00.000+08:00

placed a new song in here. (: Same Script Different Cast nice song. hahahhs. well,was changing the template. & changed the background about 2 days ago. i think i did mention it on the 9may post. not sure if i did. cause abit Short-Term-Memory. :XX

Laugh-Out-Loud. borrowed 2vcds from mummy's friend. (: The Prince Who Turned Into A Frog and The Magicians Of Love. didnt manged to watch The Magicians Of Love yet cause was quite busy for the whole day. so maybe will watch it later when im free. :DD

2007-05-11T12:50:00.000+08:00

Now Playing : Same Script Different Cast-Whitney Houston

speaking*
[Whitney:] Um? Hey Deb.
[Deborah Cox:] Mmm hmm?
[WH:] Thank you for being woman enough to come.
[DC:] Whitney, what's this about?

[WH:] I know he's leaving me for you.
[DC:] Who said that? Who told you that it's true?
[WH:]What is he tellin' you? Could it be the same things that he told me?
[DC:] He told me that he loved me.
[WH:] I heard that.
[DC:] He told me I was (harmony) beautiful. How did you know? How did you know?
[WH:] Because I played that scene before.

[CHORUS:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.

[DC:]What you're saying could be true. But how can I take advice from you?
[WH:]I'm not hating, But I wish the one before me Would have warned me too babe.
[DC:] Don't say no more. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:] Uncover your ears, girl.
[DC:] I'm not listening. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:]But I know you hear me. Maybe my reasons are wrong, But I know that you believe me.

[WH:]This is a retake of my life. I was his star for many nights. Now the roles have changed, And you're the leading lady in his life.
[WH and DC:]Lights, camera, now you're on. Just remember you've been warned.
[WH:] Enjoy it now.
[WH:] Cause it won't last.
[WH and DC:] Same script, different cast.

[DC] It's your fault you didn't love him enough.
[WH:]That's the problem. I loved him too much. And when you love him He becomes unattracted to you.
[DC:] Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong.
[WH:] No you won't.
[DC:] So go away. Leave us the hell alone! He loves me.
[WH:] He'll hurt you.
[DC:] He'll stay with me.
[WH:] He'll leave you.
[WH and DC:] For sure! For sure!

This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.

[DC:]
This is a retake of my life.
You were his star for many nights.
But now the roles have changed.
I'm the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause this will last.
I'm the future, you're his past.
[WH:]This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
[WH and DC:]Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
[WH:] Enjoy it now.
[DC:] Enjoy just now.
[WH:] It won't last.
[DC:] I know it will last.
[WH and DC:] Same script, different cast.

2007-05-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

woots~. finally have the time to post. ): sadly,i think im flunking all my subjects. reason is,i did not studied for any of it. moodless... sighs.
BUT! now im just plainly going to get my results with simply no emotions.

im tired. whatever. maybe its time for me to let go of the relationship we had... cried yesterday. cause of him again. i told myself to be brave & tried to hold my tears back. however,i cant do it when im reminded of the past. the times we had spent together... sighs~. went to lot one with HweeSiang,Jie Si & Shi Qi. was being pangseh by them so came back by myself. then almost cried at there cause there were bad memories. but they didnt know anything. only Jie Si know whats going on. sighs~. however,i saw 1 cute bolster. love it so much. too bad i didnt bring enough money. if not i sure purchase it for Eden. (:

speaking of Eden. dont you know how cute he is. chubby cheeks,small & adorable hands. awww. hes my new target. Laugh-My-Ass-Out. planning to purchase a eeroye bolster for him,my new love. (:

2007-05-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

hellos.

im being tempted to blog by other bloggers. hais. yes,im feeling down and depressed now. being treated lyk an idiot and being fooled around. am i such a failure?. the answer to this question is yes. flunking emaths paper two,geography and social studies for sure. cause for that SEQ section,i only wrote 5 lines. hais. whatever. failing doesnt mean anything to me. at most i'll just drop out from school. ;D

kind of studying for my chinese now. i bet im going to flunk it too. sighs. everything is going wrong for me. there isnt any hope in changing my miserable life. everyone thinks that i have already forgotten all the wounds he gave me. they're wrong. the wounds he gave is forever there. they will never disappear. the heart which i gave,came back in shattered pieces. even if the pieces patch,there will still be a crake. this crake can never be mend. the scar he gave... nothing can mend it. the price for giving out my whole heart,is to get a broken heart in return from him. no one could understand my feelings. do you?.

well,perhaps i shouldnt have known all these. acting as if im really happy is really tough. infront of everyone,i just cant place my bare heart out. the people are giving weird and strange comments on everything. i cant trust anyone. i dont even trust myself. so now,what can i say?. knowing his number is the biggest mistake which i made. this mistake,will accompany me for my entire life. my entire miserable and pathetic life.

friends is just another term. another term to describe people whom you know,yet untrustable. i dont know. maybe to u,friends are siblings which god gave to you. however,to me,friends are just another term... another untrustable mankind....

2007-04-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

will be back to blogging on 11 of may. (: kindly wait for my second post. see you guys. byes.